SOMETHING ATTRACT ME TO LONELINESS...AND ALWAYS ALONE FOR EVERYTHING,MEANS EVERYTHING AND FOR EVERYTHING,WILL LONELINESS MAKE ME DARK??DON'T KNOW!!!!STILL ALL AFFINITY LIKE MAGNET..NO AIMS.. NO DREAMS.. NO HOBBIES...NO STUDIES NO HUNGER...IS THAT NAMED MADNESS???SOMETHING TAKING ME SOMEWHERE.....STILL DON'T KNOW....!!IS THAT LONELINESS????NO HAPPINESS, NO SORROWS,NO SURPRISE,NO CONFIDENCE,NO FAITH...WHAT AM I DOING??DONT KNOW!!NO SMELL, NO TASTE,NO VIEWS,NO SOUND, NO FEELINGS..DONT KNOW WHERE..I AM NOW.TEARS DROPPING DOWN..BUT....UNABLE TO SAY...
